Salam Aidil Adha 2006

Dear readers,

Salam Aidil Adha to you and family.

And have a great 2007 ahead.

May we all be in Allah's blessings, always.


Hugs,
Yam

More than words..

Someone said recently: "Dia boleh cakap 'I love you' and 'I sayang you' all he wants, tapi the thing is, kalau dia tak buktikan, itu bukan cinta kasih sayang namanya."

To which someone asked: "Buktikan camner?"

He replied: "Ajak kahwin. Spend the rest of their lives together, susah ke senang ke, tak kisah lah. Kalau setakat cakap mulut je, no action taken, takde gunanya. It means nothing. Probably he does sayang the girl lah, tapi, I guess it wasn't enough to ask her to be his wife."

Well, we all laughed when he said that. But, afterwards, I noticed some people in the group turned pensive. Probably reflecting about what this guy just said. My thoughts were: OK.. his words nampaknya hit some nerves tonight.
And if I were honest my nerves included lah. (Erm, so maybe that night I wasn't as honest as I am now)

He's probably right. What do you think?

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Suddenly teringat lagu "More Than Words" by Extreme.
Click here to listen to the song + watch the video.

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More Than Words - Extreme

Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say it, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

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Anyway, isn't there this saying "action speaks louder than words"?

I'm gonna have to agree.

If this is not a closure..

I haven't been feeling my best lately.
Coughing fits that wouldn't subside. Tonsils kembang semacam je. Feeling feverish, tapi I don't think I'm down with fever, nor flu.
Not to mention the more frequent - and intense - moodswings.

(Hmm, macam pernah rasa je before. *sigh*)

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One day soon, someone might just pinch me and say: "You've had your little bit of heaven. Now it's time to pay, and pay with a bit of hell."

Maybe. Maybe not. I don't know, really.

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I was watching One Tree Hill earlier today (yeah, harini cuti. Tengok TV lah, apa lagi nak buat kan?).. It was.. a sad episode. With lots of separations, and goodbyes. Closures. And with that comes a myriad of emotions...

I love One Tree Hill, but sometimes I simply cannot tahan all the sad emotions going round in that series. I would be crying my eyes out most of the time. In fact just now I did cry - only.. I didn't realise I was crying until I felt the pillow getting wet.

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I can understand the need for closures. For most people, a closure means it's time to move on. To let go. To start a new beginning, maybe with someone else, maybe at a new place, or a new job, or a new something...


* * *

Is this closure, then?
If the answer is yes, I don't know if I'm ready to start fresh.

But..

If this is not a closure...
Then why does it feel like one?

Have patience

Erm..
I still have the old blog, just changed to another address.
Will be putting up a link soon, I hope :)

This blog is still under construction, LOLs..
So bear with me for a while ya..