Sunday is for..

Lazying around.
Thinking about what's next.
Planning for tomorrow and the week ahead.
Getting a couple hours of extra sleep.
Catching up on tv shows, Facebook, blogs.
Sorting out priorities.

Me.

Questions. No answers, yet..

Often we avoid addressing the important questions / issues in life. Why? Probably fearing the truth. Or fearing the answers we probably already know we'll find. Fear of the unknown. Fear of leaving the comfort zone.

A close friend asked a few questions this afternoon. And as usual I try to pledge not knowing the answers. But in the end, to my horror (and probably his too), tears sprang to my eyes instead of answers coming out of my mouth.

Now my head hurts and my eyes are burning. Feels like a fever is coming for a weekend visit. Let's hope some rest will come my way. So that I'll be able to face the world again come Monday.

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Yes, I realised those questions are still without answers. Soon, I hope. Soon.

Back to blogspot

Well, I'm back to blogspot. For now at least. Wordpress has failed me time and time again. I wonder what's wrong with their server...

It's 21st June today, which means it has been 2 months since Abah been gone. Yesterday driving home from work (I was about to reach home), suddenly I thought about him. And of course airmata bergenang. By the time I reached the front gate, I had to grab a couple of facial tissues and dab my eyes.

I've finished my puasa ganti. But I think I will do another day of ganti. Just in case :)

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It's only Tuesday. That certain someone is out of town and I'll only see him next week. This is certainly one of those moments where time crawls ever so slowly *sigh*